I feel helpless,

The pain of the world is piercing my mind, needle without a master to control it, endless.
What should I do, my friend?
When I know but I can't say,
I can only hope and pray...

I was always like that, I should have listened people warned: don't care so much.
I was always like that, stubborn, spontaneous, reckless.
Is is too bad I want to help? The sun is playing hide and seek, my mood is unstable,
here get a coffee to help you through.

Everyone around me, heavy breaths, distant sigh waves goodbye as they seemingly smile passing by.
And I can't sleep...
Stuck on the bed counting sheep...

I want to scream but who will listen.
Your aura  feels weird. Scared, it's like you're fighting with your inner self, do you want to scream too?
Prisoned of ones self, there's no worse than that, I tell you.
Shackles shaking, I'm once again breaking.
Is anyone here? Tears are salty, and I prefer sweets.

I can only wish you the best,
Don't put yourself on that strain test.

We can only embrace sadness