You're right. I'm too sensitive. It's weird and at the same time awkward how I can get sad knowing that people I care about are having a difficult time. Anyway, I was planning to tell you these things while you were in Greece but I always held back. However, this time i'll be a spontaneous Greek and apologies for my bad English beforehand.
Marinin.You're a great person. Pretty much anyone I know who has met you agrees on that. Except maybe yourself. So I'll say it once again; you're a great person and I'm honestly glad I met you.You don't have to be perfect in everything and it's not always your fault if sometimes things go wrong. Being naturally negative, you're bound to be more vulnerable inside. And it's hard and it sucks and it takes a huge toll on you for whatever reason. I know first hand cause even if expressing it in different ways I'm in a sense the same.
I always said to my best friend that each person goes through his own loneliness, be it social or personal. I get angry and frustrated but on the stage called life everyone can be a great pretender, smiling and trying to overcome his own way.Yet when you get back to your room it just comes out and you feel like punching everything and everyone, fuck this shit man why me, why that, it's heavy and you feel like sinking and you want to cry, who the hell asked the tears to come out it's not a good time people are watching dammit close the door, where is my pillow!. and turn on the music and sit back and think, think, think....
Thinkers, I was watching you on the train I wanted to ask what's going on -rarely I did-, you were thinking. That fractal labyrinth only knows how to follow its own rules and stupid thoughts just strike people out of the blue; one can't help it I suppose. Introverts and personalities have nothing to do with race though. You're an introvert not cause you're Asian and you're not kind because you're Canadian. It's Marinin being the introvert and Marinin being the kind person, and Marinin is unique in the whole freaking world and that's what makes her amazing. So whatever you're thinking, don't let it get to you. You're a fighter girl, and I have faith in you. I'm sure your best friend would say the same, you're hard working and you're already a winner.
So girl keep your head up and if you ever feel overwhelmed by troubles, put the glass down (I have yet to apply this advice to myself btw, which is a bit ironic but oh well).
And know that I'm here if you want to talk.
Sorry for the weird text, I just felt like putting it on paper -hope you don't get mad-
The impulsive Greek,
Naf
And know that I'm here if you want to talk.
Sorry for the weird text, I just felt like putting it on paper -hope you don't get mad-
The impulsive Greek,
Naf
